I'm drunk!!!

Do you all think I'm smexy? (a mix between smutty and sexy)

Ray says: Yeeee Hawwww

so I wake up this morning--and, like, I forget my mp3 player at my fucking house! so fucking irratating!!! Today's going to be a BAD day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so, you saw my friend at the choir thingy yesterday? yeah, I asked if he saw a little asian with hot pink hair and knew it was probably you.

So right now, I am one pissed off people, I like woke up this morning and decided, today's a bad day!

Howdy, Friends, one and all!
I'm just saying that I'm not dead, but I've been out of the loop lately. I was arrested in Stptember, sent to Juvie, was there for two weeks, then I went to a residential treatment facility for almost THREE MONTHS!!!! As of now, I'm in a foster home and am attending Madison. So, since I haven't seen you guys in like forever, you should come visit me! I miss you guys!
-Matt

So yeah, I just asked a girl out, I hope that she says that she will go out with me! That would be cool!

I dig my fingers in my eyes to stop the pain
I've fallen to the realm where the Dark One reigns
My conscience is lost where has it gone?
Is this the place where I belong?
Given to pain, injected with hate
I don't even know which road to take
Where is my mind?
Am I left behind?
Should I stay or go or should I die?

Poll #790771 Who still likes me?
Open to: Friends, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 2

Do you enjoy hanging out with me?

Dateability

Would you consider me a good friend?

On a scale from 1 to 10, how much would you hang out with me? 1 being never, 10 being all the time

On a scale from 1 to 3, would you ever date me? 1=No 2=Maybe 3=Yes

In at least a sentence, explain your first impression of me.

Sooooooooooooo,
I'm in I-da-ho!
This trip's gonna blow!
I don't like states that call me a ho!
I have cigarettes though!
In I-da-ho
This mother-funcking trip's gonna blow!
Anyways, so yeah, it's off to mon-fucking-tana after this, I'm not really looking forward to it...
SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!

So yeah, havent made any updates lately. But oh well I guess that I havent had much to say, Hi Ella Hi Ashley!

Last night, in my room, a big black thing tried to rape me:o!

I dont know, I just don't know! Get off my back about it, cuz I just don't know!!!!

So I feel really stupid,
I totally lost my friend Ashley's phone number! (Hint: Plz send it to me on LIVEJOURNAL, in a comment Ash!)

Yup,
I'm in class now, ten minutes to go. Hoo fucken' rah.

K here's another poem that is pretty cool!

Bloodloss overtaking me
my eyes are burning I cannot see
My body's tired and my face is red
I tremble watching the beast inside my head
I scream I scream get out of my head
but you're still there, reguarding me as dead
My bloodstained tears flee from my eyes
as I cry I hope that my pain dies

Ehem Ehem, I have a poem. It's called RAIN
"Music to my ears,
Cleansing to my heat,
A new day to start.
A day to find true love,
A love as sweet as a dove.
Rain is music, just listen close
A gift of music from a heavenly host,
So give it a listen, give it a try,
It might bring joy before you die.